Beau Chaos Underground S1 "Change"

• Chapter 1: Influenced

  For this chapter, I chose the color blue to reflect the theme of influence—a calm yet powerful force that often shapes us before we even realize it. The piece represents the experience of witnessing things that feel larger than life—visions of success, beauty, and status—that influence our desires from a distance.

  Though blue is the dominant color here, I intentionally incorporated red to foreshadow the next chapter, Desire. The transition between these two themes speaks to a deeper idea: our desires often begin where we are first influenced.

  At the center of the piece is a sparkly dress, symbolizing how men often trophy the most beautiful women as status symbols. Each element in the artwork contributes to a broader commentary:

  • The money spiral, positioned over the crotch, symbolizes how financial status is often linked to desirability and masculinity in society. It also represents how the love and attraction toward money can lead individuals into a spiral of poor decisions—driven by the illusion that wealth guarantees fulfillment.
    
    

  • The glittery texture suggests that not everything that shines is truly valuable—questioning the glamor we often chase.
    
    

  • The private jet signifies the promise of a luxurious lifestyle filled with endless travel and escape.
    
    

  • The sports car drifting out money signs symbolizes how wealth fuels access to material desires.
    
    

  • The silhouette of a nude woman highlights a harsh truth: the common male narrative that equates financial power with sexual access.
    
    

  • The key and lock, placed over the behind, represent how achieving a certain level of wealth unlocks exclusive access—privileges not afforded to everyone. Their placement, along with the money spiral, symbolizes the idea that money and access together form a “combination” that unlocks sexual freedom—revealing the deep-rooted connection between financial status and perceived male value.
    
    

  Ultimately, Influenced explores the connection between the influences we absorb and the desires we form. It challenges viewers to reflect on what has shaped their own ideals—and whether those ideals are truly their own.
  

Chapter 2: Desire

The color red defines this chapter—intense, urgent, and emotional—mirroring the energy that comes with the emergence of desire. Desire represents the internal shift when you begin to want more for yourself. It’s the spark that turns influence into ambition, but also the pressure that comes with chasing a bigger vision. The denim elements are blue with accents of red, creating a visual connection back to the Influenced chapter, symbolizing how your influences shape and lead your desires.

The silhouette design of the flared denim with a mobility waistband, and their boxy cuts reflects the tension of feeling boxed in by your own goals. Desires can be expansive in your mind, but in reality, they can feel constraining—like you’re confined by the very things you hope to escape through success.

The light bulb with expanding waves symbolizes the formation of ideas—how a single spark of inspiration can grow in layers, evolving into actionable steps toward achieving your desires. It represents both clarity and motion.

The overlapping thought bubbles portray the overwhelming nature of deep reflection—how one thought can trigger a chain reaction, leading to spirals of overthinking, anxiety, and pressure. The mind becomes crowded, not because you’re lost, but because you care deeply about reaching what you want.

The plus sign is a recurring symbol. It speaks to the truth that once desire is awakened, it rarely stops—you always want more. But it also represents an equation: that getting money—or “gettin this munyun”—is perceived as the only path to realizing your goals. It reflects how financial gain becomes tightly woven into the pursuit of self-worth and success.

The image of the rockstar holding a gun behind his back represents a darker truth: it doesn’t matter your background, race, or culture—desire can lead anyone into dangerous or self-destructive thinking when the path forward feels unclear or out of reach. It speaks to the psychological toll that ambition can take when paired with desperation or unresolved struggle.

In the end, Desire is about momentum, hunger, and the emotional weight of wanting more. It challenges the viewer to consider the cost of ambition, and whether chasing more always leads to fulfillment—or just deeper longing.

Chapter 3: Goals

The color green defines this chapter—symbolizing growth, ambition, and the mindset needed to build something lasting. Goals marks the point where desire begins to take shape—where vision meets structure. This chapter explores how the pursuit of your desires is only as strong as the clarity and realism of the goals you create.

The oversized, free-flowing sleeveless shirt silhouette represents freedom through movement—the idea that setting goals is an active step toward progress. It symbolizes the moment when intention starts to take form. But it also invites reflection: Are the goals you’ve set genuinely aligned with your desires, or are they reaching too far beyond your current reality? The back of the shirt, made up of different layers of green, represents the various points in time when you’ve written goals—each shade marking a different mindset or season in your journey. The small cut at the bottom, with its offset green, signals that you've been sitting in this chapter for a while—and now, you’re getting closer to stepping into what comes next.

The list of goals, layered with the repeated phrase “Get the Money”—increasing in font size from small to large—reflects a deeper issue: an obsession with money that overshadows real progress. It symbolizes how people often set vague or inflated financial goals without concrete steps. The layering of the phrase also reveals stagnation—you’re stuck on the same goal, recycling the same intention, but not advancing.

At the center is a face, designed with layered imagery representing an unhealthy fixation on wealth:

• The eyes contain money spirals, showing how the illusion of currency distorts vision and clarity.
  
  

• The nose and ears, shaped like dollar signs, represent how the desire for money affects your senses—what you listen to, what you follow, what you “sniff out.”
  
  

• The man eating Beau Chaos currency emphasizes how deeply consumed a person can become—not just chasing money, but devouring it mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.
  
  

• Above the face sits the acronym M.F.A.I. — Money Fixes All Issues — representing a common belief many hold. It’s also a direct reference to the track “Flowers When I’m Alive” by Babyface Ray and 42 Dugg. The placement and meaning reinforce the mindset that financial success is seen as the solution to all personal, emotional, and societal problems—even when it’s not.
  
  

This chapter speaks to the danger of setting goals rooted in fantasy or ego, rather than grounded steps. It explores the thin line between ambition and obsession—where the desire to grow is hijacked by a fixation on wealth.

At its core, Goals challenge the viewer to assess their intentions: Are you creating goals that move you forward—or are you feeding a fantasy that keeps you stuck?

Chapter 4: Insanity

The color yellow represents this chapter—standing for confusion, hesitation, and emotional disarray. It marks a mental state where clarity begins to fade and choices feel heavy. Yet, woven through the chaos is the color green—a symbol that hope still exists, even in the darkest and most disoriented spaces.

The silhouette for this chapter is a trompe l’oeil double-sleeved, collared, hooded denim patchwork trench coat, filled with symbolic intention. This piece explores the moment of being stuck between two paths—the life of purpose or the life of the chase.

When the hood is worn up and the cotton sleeves are forward, the look reflects a life of mystery and unpredictability—where nothing about you is formal, grounded, or structured. You’re doing whatever it takes to chase your desires, even if the path is unclear or impulsive. However, with the denim sleeves layered underneath, it symbolizes that no matter your current state of mind, the good in you still has a fighting chance. It's not silenced—it’s just sitting beneath the surface, waiting for its moment.

Wearing the hood down, collar up, and formal denim sleeves forward represents choosing purpose. The hood and cotton sleeves fall behind you, suggesting that the chaotic chase is now in your past.

Alternating sleeves reflect the experience of living both lives at once—conflicted, undecided, and overwhelmed.

The Beau Chaos logo on this piece carries a message of its own:

• The "B", shaped like a lemniscate (infinity loop), represents constant, repeated motion—a life stuck on repeat.
  
  

• The "C" contains its own loop with a branch, symbolizing a recurring cycle that always offers a chance to break free. You can either stay stuck, or take the exit and grow.
  
  

Together, the logo speaks to the experience of deja vu, repetition, and cycles—where your goals and desires have begun to lead you in circles rather than forward.

On the bottom right side of the front, the phrase "Save Yourself" is layered—representing your inner voice calling out, reminding you that something isn’t right. You can’t ignore it anymore. Every time you reach a certain point, that voice returns, letting you know: you still have work to do.

Other visual symbols deepen the emotional weight:

• The question mark spiral shows the paralysis that comes from not knowing what direction to go in—confusion turning into stagnation.
  
  

• The girl chasing a life-sized smirking dollar, while money flies out of her purse, captures the futility of the chase. No matter how fast you run or how much you want it, you’re still losing in the process.
  
  

• The man with a mask layered over his face holds multiple meanings. The mask’s inebriated expression speaks to the numbing many resort to—through alcohol, drugs, or false personas. Behind the mask, his real face shows swirls in his eyes and a large question mark in his head—a reflection of deep confusion about who he is and what life he wants to live. Instead of facing it, he hides.
  
  

• The loop that wraps around the entire piece reinforces the theme: you’re stuck in something repetitive—mentally, emotionally, spiritually.
  
  

At its core, Insanity is about self-awareness. It doesn’t just show the chaos—it calls attention to the quiet voice within that knows you can still turn things around. This chapter reminds you: confusion doesn’t mean defeat. There’s still hope, even when you don’t know which way to go.

Chapter 5: Learning

The color dark blue defines this chapter—symbolizing inner transformation and the quiet emergence of wisdom. It's the first time the energy slows down, grounded in reflection rather than reaction. Alongside it, white is used to represent the possibility of a reset—a blank space that invites you to move forward with clarity. Dark green is also present, symbolizing a better, more sustainable future—one that only reveals itself when you commit to walking the path of purpose.

This chapter’s silhouette is a hooded piece with layered complexity, just like the growth it represents. The front and sleeves, made up of a chaotic yet perfectly aligned patchwork, speak to the process of learning—taking all the necessary pieces, even the broken ones, and assembling them into something that finally makes sense. It’s the visual metaphor of learning from every experience, good and bad, and building something intentional from it.

The back of the hoodie, with an exposed inner layer, represents inner work. It’s a subtle but strong signal that transformation doesn’t happen on the surface—it starts within. The oversized hood, which hides most of the face, symbolizes a monk-like period of isolation, growth, and discipline. This phase isn’t about being seen—it’s about seeing yourself.

The Beau Chaos logo on this piece evolves into a new form:
The lemniscate “B” remains, signifying infinite growth and motion, while the two interlocked “C”s mirror each other, forming a symmetrical “BC” that represents completion through self-awareness. This variation of the logo is called “Unlimited Beau Chaos”, a symbol of wholeness after the storm.

On the front of the hoodie, a face designed as a clock takes center stage:

• The Ouroboros forms the rim of the clock—an eternal loop that references the cyclical nature of life, death, rebirth, and time itself.
  
  

• Layered eyes on the clock face symbolize clarity and awakened vision—you’re starting to see yourself and the world for what they truly are.
  
  

• The lack of a mouth on the clock suggests silence—a time to observe, to listen, and to absorb. It speaks to the nature of learning: sometimes, you grow more by speaking less.
  
  

• The entire clock is also a reflection on time—not as something linear, but as a perception. Your growth, your progress, your future—it all happens in your own time.
  
  

Below it, the phrase “Beau Chaos Unlimited” is painted—a reminder that when you live in alignment with your authentic self, you become limitless. There are no ceilings when you move with intention.

On the back, the Unlimited Beau Chaos logo is printed large and boldly. Eyes rest between the lemniscate, and a green emerald marks the third eye area—both pushing forward the idea of being truly “woke”, not performatively, but in a way that reflects deep, personal awareness and spiritual maturity.

The words “Adapt or Die” stretch across the back, symbolizing a powerful truth: you’ve done the inner work—you know what’s right for you now. But awareness without action means nothing. If you don’t evolve at this point, you risk falling back into the old cycles that nearly broke you.

At its core, learning is a turning point. This chapter marks the break away from the path of chase. It’s about integrating your experiences, reflecting on your shortcomings, and finally understanding that real growth doesn’t just change your path—it changes who you are on it.

Chapter 6: Planning

The color palette for this chapter is white, representing a blank slate—a moment of clarity where the past no longer dictates the future. It’s the clean surface where your new self can begin to write a more intentional story. Though white dominates, there are hints of yellow layered throughout the piece—a reminder that while your direction has improved, a sense of uncertainty still lingers. The future is new, and with that comes a quiet confusion. But unlike before, this confusion is no longer rooted in fear—it’s rooted in potential.

The silhouette is a formal, three-quarter zip, sleeveless white shirt—a minimalist design that evokes clarity, structure, and maturity. The two vertical columns on the left and right sides are inspired by lined paper margins, grounding the shirt in the concept of a planning journal—a space where thoughts become goals and goals become strategy.

Beneath the Beau Chaos logo, the phrase “Plan A” is layered in. It represents a return to your original, most authentic intentions. The plan was never Plan B or Plan C—it was always Plan A. You just needed to grow into the version of yourself that could finally commit to it.

On the back of the shirt is a letter from Beau Chaos—filled with affirmations, intentions, and reminders to self. It serves as a personal contract, a promise to stay on the path you've chosen. The message is not just motivational—it’s directional. It reflects clarity with compassion, guiding you forward through truth, not pressure.

This piece, resembling a formal dress shirt, symbolizes a shift in mindset—more professional, more composed, more clear. There’s a new kind of energy now. Less reaction. More intention. Less chasing. More buildings. You’re no longer surviving the journey—you’re designing the next chapter.

At its core, planning is about preparation with purpose. You’ve broken away from the path of chaos. You’ve done the inner work. And now, you’re finally ready to map out what’s next. This chapter marks the realization that your future is not only yours to dream—but yours to build.

Chapter 7: Change

The color orange defines this chapter—vibrant, bold, and alive. It symbolizes the moment of transformation, where everything you’ve internalized starts to manifest externally. This isn’t change as a concept—it’s change in motion. It’s you, becoming what you envisioned.

The silhouette for this chapter is a set of biker shorts paired with a trompe l’oeil frontside skirt, complete with a mobility waistband—a functional, athleisure-inspired piece that reflects both freedom and readiness. The design is a double entendre:

• On the surface, it’s activewear—gear for movement, progress, and daily discipline.
  
  

• On a deeper level, it represents your mindset shift—one where physical health becomes a priority, and the body finally joins the spirit on this new path.
  
  

This piece reflects the reality of transformation: It requires your full self. Your mind has evolved, your intentions are set, and now, your body is catching up. You're no longer just thinking about the path—you’re walking it, running it, living it.

Scattered across the garment are symbols from nature and spirituality:

• A horseshoe, butterfly, frog, ladybug, heart, acorn, four-leaf clover, and the number 7.
  These aren’t just decorations—they’re reminders. Each one carries a meaning of luck, growth, renewal, guidance, love, and divine timing. Together, they reinforce the idea that you are not alone. Nature and the universe are behind you, aligning with your progress and reminding you that you're supported.
  
  

The core message of this piece is clear:
You’ve changed, and you’re still changing—for the better.
There is no need to fear the unknown anymore. You’ve done the work. You’ve chosen the path. And now, you’re becoming someone new—through intention, discipline, and belief.

Chapter 8: Growth

The color dark green leads this chapter—grounded, rich, and alive. It symbolizes not just the concept of growth, but the reality of it. You’ve reached the place you once only imagined. This chapter isn't about hope—it’s about harvest. The work you’ve done is showing. You’re no longer just on the path—you’ve become part of it.

The silhouette for this piece is a trompe l’oeil biker jacket with mobility sleeves, designed entirely with a free perspective. Every design decision reflects a state of liberation:

• A free-flowing collar that resists conformity
  
  

• Open armpits, allowing the option to wear it sleeveless—fluidity over rigidity
  
  

• Unrestricted cuffs, giving the wrists freedom—movement without resistance
  
  

• And the jacket itself is unclosable, representing a self that is open, unapologetic, and expansive
  
  

This isn’t just a jacket—it’s an embodiment of freedom through wisdom. You’re no longer trying to fit into a shape—you are shaping your life on your own terms.

Layered throughout the garment are powerful sacred symbols, each speaking to a different facet of your evolution:

• Mirroring lotus flowers, symbolizing spiritual awakening and rebirth
  
  

• Triskelions running down the front—representing motion, progress, and the balance between past, present, and future
  
  

• And on the back: a mirroring Flower of Life—a sacred geometry pattern that reflects connection, creation, and the infinite unfolding of your journey
  
  

These symbols aren't just decoration—they’re receipts. Proof of how far you’ve come. Proof of the lessons learned and the wisdom gained.

Across the back of the jacket, a bold statement reads:

"LIFE, Made sure that I watered You just so We could Grow."

This is the heart of the piece—a reminder that you were never alone. That while it may have felt like struggle, the universe, life itself, was co-creating with you. Every setback, every delay, every lesson—it was all part of the nurturing. Not punishment, but preparation.

Ultimately, this piece captures what it means to grow:

• To embody what you used to dream about
  
  

• To live with purpose, instead of just chasing it
  
  

• And to understand that the journey isn’t over—but now, you are consciously creating your future, not just hoping for one
  
  

This is a wisdom piece. A celebration of how far you’ve come—and a confirmation that you’ve only just begun.